Many years endured, fearing fear itself as well as summoning courage addressing pain.  My body numbed for this reason tormenting horrors resume.  Travelling inside the dimensions of the inner mind escaping reality were adventures exist.  Quests taken, fought with danger.  Perilous journeys I dared for one thing searching for a champion, my liberator possessing the power and strength second to none.  I yearn in honour of compassion’s touch for there’s no tears left to cry.

Then a hero born with strengths untold.  Standing tall, paralysed with fear I shouted out.  “No”.  I stare at the ground no more in addition head held high I faced my fears.  “No!”  I repeated.  Demons silenced.  No fear left to feed upon.  My Courage prevailed.

In essence, life’s journey taken believing in the faith of a single ember of the fire that rages within, unleash the storm and to the hope in the end I’ll travel destiny’s road.


Night becomes the dawn
trust in hope be relentless
truly find the way.

Christmas Memories, Past, Present and Future.

Christmas Memories, Past, Present and Future.

On a cloudless humid night almost a dozen years ago I sit on the cool sands of a beach alongside the man I would soon call my husband.  The rising tidewaters cooled our feet, as it surged upward refreshingly surrounding us.  We sat there, in a moment of bliss, watching the twilight, listening to it sizzle as it set in the abyss of the oceans horizon.  We were two different people, from two different races, of two different cultures, from two different religions, reflecting on the decisions we were about to take. I knew then my life will never be the same again.

I still sit on the cool sands of a beach alongside my husband as the rising tidewaters continue to refreshingly surround us, now with two beautiful children running about splashing water, having fun, thankful for the decisions we made a long time ago.  Let us learn from Scrooges conversion in this Immortal Classic, A Christmas Carol.  My view of Christmas has changed opening my minds understanding of the changing world around us.  I will not limit myself to a Biblical version of events.  I open my heart to a more humane version and with Tiny Tim’s time-honoured words, ‘God bless us.  Every one!’.


Summer awakens,

Delightful with all it brings

Life, Joy, Everything.


Season Greetings. Every one.


Scar of being born disabled

Is a rough road to travel

Features that make you unique

Courage in beauty

Victory over defeat

A rip in confidence

Only to stand proud

Conqueror weakness

Become strong

Stand tall

Imperfection of your perfection

Of who you are


Remember the road you travelled,

Remember where you came from,

Remember all your mistakes,

Remember all the times you failed,

Remember all your disappointments,

Remember all your errors,

Remember all your fear,

and Remember all your pain,

Now Breathe and Remember Your Worth,

You are better than this,

You are Beautiful,

You are Strong,

You are Whole,

You are Good,

You are Love,

You are Soul,


You are the Finest,

You are Powerful,

You are a Winner,

You are Unstoppable,

God invested so much in you, Don’t let him down.

You have Value,